Blogger Wannabe...

Another annoying night where I toss and turn, but still could not go to sleep. I tried the warm milk, lowering the TV volume ( can't turn it off coz my husband Roy, and my son Riley, who is still sleeping with us, CANNOT sleep with the TV off), even got my mp3 out for some soothing music- but this irritating, dumb thing called INSOMNIA does not let me be.

So I decided to surf the net and came across a good friend's blog page ( is that even what you call it?) . I was intrigued. So I decided, heck! might as well do something productive and try to write down these varied, crazy , some almost-paranoid- thoughts in my head. I keep thinking, this might actually be fun. Think of it as a perfect opportunity to bitch and whine all you like without someone telling you to shut up or suck it up. A perfect place to rant and rave of all the injustices in your world (lol). Best of all, it is the best place to show people like your self- that LIFE is HARD, some days it does SUCK... but then you read all the funny, sometimes mundane stories that people write, and somehow for a few seconds- you forget.... And then remember your own happy, crazy stories. Then you start remembering all the little things that you might have taken for granted. Then remember the most important things that you still and will always have, to keep you right where you are- sometimes struggling but trying... and fighting, to keep those that are special to you.. your sense of self, your family and your friends.

Sure Life IS hard... sometimes it does suck... but hey! how can you appreciate the good times and the good things, if you haven't had the bad?

I think I do like this blogging business.....